I have been dealing with grief the last few days, I feel so bad for my cousins who lost their brother. I am not sure what to do, do I send cards? This is a first. I never knew my family so I never had to think of this. Now I know them and I don't know what to do.
I ended up eating cake and ice cream several nights in a row.. I know it's emotional eating due to the death in my family, and I have gained over 3 lbs.. and I am freaked out about that.. I went on a 2 mile walk this morning, I plan on going on another when it cools down outside. I need to work this off... as I do not want to end up back over 135.. I had been 131 on saturday. I feel like I have failed... My short term weight loss goal was 130.. and I blew it. I do not see any relief in sight, as Sunday is Easter. I should just tell my mom, give me $2 in change if she insists on getting me marshmallow peeps, they now cost $2, I'll take the change and put it in with my change I am saving for a new copy of Hollow by Jena Morrow, and my friend Jeanette's book which is coming out super soon.
Last year I totally failed on Easter, I binged on candy, started abusing prune juice, then could not stop eating until may. I do not want a repeat of last year.
I need to spring clean. I am all crafted out, I still have about 5-10 eggs to make. I have made about 10 already. Spring cleaning needs to happen A.S.A.P, when my hamster got out, I tore the place up looking for her, I have not cleaned it, then my family has been bring up things of mine that I left downstairs and puts it in the middle of the room for me to put away. I might just throw everything out and start over. I have done that, actually I sold everything I owned and got a new bedroom set, and computer several years ago. might be time to do that again.
